Sunday, September 26, 2010
the old days....i really really miss them...
can u guys come back into my reach?
idk how to describe my emotions now sia...
i jus wish i got the formulae for making the medicine that u can drink to forgive me...
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9:14 PM
Monday, September 20, 2010
its useless ler la
the fire is alrdy been put out...
i really wished the fire would continue to burn
but i guess my offence was juz to serious...
T.T...i've learnt a good lesson from this...
i loss wadever i had...everything...
now im the ordinary...):
i jus felt i nided to say sorry although i knew u would care abt me anymore...
i really wished i could do smth to 补回去...but i guess i blew my one and oni last chance...):
im seriously SORRY!!! ):
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10:18 PM
do u noe that when a guy makes the most beautiful/chio/pretty/cute girl, to him, pissed off...
he has juz failed in life??? do u know that?
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i failed...): T.T
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4:02 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
there is jus this coldness btwn us now..
we used to say things...but now, its all over...0
well according to my memory, it started like hols
am i gonna experience the past again??? i REALLY REALLY wish...but i think its over ):
i tried to say those things to u...but u had no reply of the sort
T.T...well i tried giving u bk ur medicine
but it failed...
i tried "cooling" u (coz gt sb tell me gt this method)but i felt damn bad and its not the rite thing to do ): regretted* sorry...
but if i dont then u will continue
both ways u will continue but oni one way i will feel damn bad
so in conclusion, i will nvr try to cool u anymore...all i will do is react the way tht first comes to my mind when wadever u tok to me...
idk whether u noe hu u are...but i highly bet u will...haiz
i juz dont wanna be a barrier or burden in ur life..
do wadever u think that is rite...dont do things that is undesirable...u will regret
whether u see this or not...or u noe hu im toking abt...its ok
dont ask me anything abt this matter...i will NEVER tok to anyone abt it
haiz...i juz wish everything would turn bk...coz i seriously love the past...):
"stop dreaming la boy..." jxsta...sighs
jx...why so stupid to do such a thing....
tht method was juz nuts...wads gotton into me???
ah!!! it shld have even cross my mind...IDIOT &*^*%*
shit u jx...u stink!!!
a jerk like you...haiz...stop it man...):
dont forgive me...i dont deserve to be...):
shall emo in sch tmr....):
i was very sad emo...then was cheered up a bit by this "compo"...now regret is painted all over me...stupidity as well ):Labels: i very seriously officially hate myself...): SORRY...i shldnt have even dont so...dont forgive me...
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9:11 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
aft much experiments i realise my replies can sometimes be very direct? short? sharp?
idk...thts wad i find lor...haiz
is this the coz of this monotone???
of lagi best...u dont think there is any prob and thr wasnt any monotone at all???
haiz...is that the coz???
I WAN NOE!!! I DONT LIKE THE PRESENT!!!! I LOVED THE PAST!!!
mayb seriously im dreaming to thinking that it would ever come bk...
since the hols....
haiz...i think its u...u think its me...the problem cant be solved this way...
there is juz this monotone and i dont like it!!!
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3:52 PM
Friday, September 10, 2010
lol ytd went vanessa party...suppose to be surprise then thanks to izyr...wa bbest
trufully speaking...its quite ok nia la
no more surprise...lol (-.-)
went thr...expected...mentally prepared...got it... aiya...i very used to it ler la...always like tht de la
ok lor...very impromtu bbq lor
ok la...i got a bit la...but u took ur revenge like nothing lor...more than enuf...thks so much
went go buy thing for the bbq on the day itself...wt sia...well done...(:
yala...i gt see tht it was always bothering u...but u juz suddenly dao then go away lor...gd or better in front of me...haiz
then aft bbq then we pushed daren lim into the baby pool...then he draged yuheng inside haha
it all seem so fake...said but didnt show at all...ok la...gt tht 5s lor...saying for the fun of it T.T
pretended to take pic then pushed them into the pool...haha (: funLabels: now blogging very quiet...no one blogs...its the time when i emerge and start blogging...hehe(:
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10:39 AM
Thursday, September 9, 2010
im lyk expecting i gt totally nth to do ltr lor...
always lyk tht de lor...i hate my life becoz of this lor...
ltr sure go thr kena stab lyk siao de lor....):
haiz...juz go thr lor...confirm de
if ppl hear tht word...confirm agree to de lor...whether they gt time or not ):
GRRR...irritating...why muz this occur to me!!!!
i hate it!!! ): T.T
its the end of the wk for me ler...coz tmr going ka cherng(cousin) haus...go thr bbq hehe (:
then sat sun is no nid ownself at home...haha not so boring lor (:
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11:25 AM
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
to go or not the go...thts the q now???
idk leh...if i go then the main aim is to noe the truth nia...worth it???
now 50-50 chance on whether to go or not??? confirm gt a lot of those monkeys going one lor....hear tht then ofc will go la
haiz...see la...even the ppl around aso noe wad i feel abt you...is really you??? or is it juz me thinking too much???
tht long paragraph u said...it implies to me...but the her???
does it??? im wondering...
2nd day of hols almost over...
hoping to find someone to go wif...see lor...haiz
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12:17 PM
Monday, September 6, 2010
now is the hols...idk whether to be happy or sad sia...
now im lyk damn sad...):
everytime when i tok to yos u seem damn irritated or im lyk some kinda damn boring person to tok to...
then always lyk juz finding excuses trying to escape from the convo
when i took the effort to do it...then u will ask q lyk "why did u do this for??? u very free is it???"
sianz sia...so in conclusion i think i shall do less of it ler la
i shall not tell hu im toking abt...NOT!!!! no matter hu u are man...idiots!!!!
damn pissed off now...ur behaviour better change or plans will go the original plan of 取消-ing hor...):
wah now sampling songs still...haha ok shall not post lers (:
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9:04 AM
Thursday, September 2, 2010
i feel like im creating this low pt of my life...
or is it seriously there???
can sb ans me...its seriously damn sad
actually nth much to post abt...
now juz sampling songs nia...everyday got one whole list of songs...
sometimes a bit sian la to keep on sampling...but cannot leh
i cant take it not listening to new songs and keep listening to old songs
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4:17 PM
