Sunday, September 19, 2010
there is jus this coldness btwn us now..
we used to say things...but now, its all over...0
well according to my memory, it started like hols
am i gonna experience the past again??? i REALLY REALLY wish...but i think its over ):
i tried to say those things to u...but u had no reply of the sort
T.T...well i tried giving u bk ur medicine
but it failed...
i tried "cooling" u (coz gt sb tell me gt this method)but i felt damn bad and its not the rite thing to do ): regretted* sorry...
but if i dont then u will continue
both ways u will continue but oni one way i will feel damn bad
so in conclusion, i will nvr try to cool u anymore...all i will do is react the way tht first comes to my mind when wadever u tok to me...
idk whether u noe hu u are...but i highly bet u will...haiz
i juz dont wanna be a barrier or burden in ur life..
do wadever u think that is rite...dont do things that is undesirable...u will regret
whether u see this or not...or u noe hu im toking abt...its ok
dont ask me anything abt this matter...i will NEVER tok to anyone abt it
haiz...i juz wish everything would turn bk...coz i seriously love the past...):
"stop dreaming la boy..." jxsta...sighs
jx...why so stupid to do such a thing....
tht method was juz nuts...wads gotton into me???
ah!!! it shld have even cross my mind...IDIOT &*^*%*
shit u jx...u stink!!!
a jerk like you...haiz...stop it man...):
dont forgive me...i dont deserve to be...):
shall emo in sch tmr....):
i was very sad emo...then was cheered up a bit by this "compo"...now regret is painted all over me...stupidity as well ):Labels: i very seriously officially hate myself...): SORRY...i shldnt have even dont so...dont forgive me...
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