i havent give u ur last part of ur bday present... actually its not exactly a present but...its smth i wanna give u during ur bday period so shun bian call it bday present...in fact now its just smth i wanna give u its cos smth happened...thats why i didnt give... i aso dunno if i give u, i will kena wad sia...maybe a spank or slap or whack...T.T nvm...dont tok abt it anymore...
i noe u have asked me to 'end it from whr it started'...but i cant get over u... whether is it last time or now, my mind has nvr changed...my mind auto switch to u when i try to think of smth else...idk why but im still missing u...idk whether to be happy or sad when im thinking of u~ ... everyday i wanna call u, then either u busy or idk wad to say...then will lyk super paiseh leh so 矛盾 haiz... i noe u dont really care wad im trying to say...also dont anyhow think hor...im not asking anything from u ...im just wanting to express my feelings here to losen up my mind...if thats the right word to use...then since its abt u and there is nth to hide so tell u aso no 损失 no one comes here alrd...so im quite free to express wad i wanna say\
idk whether u will see this or not but...yea im going japan...)= im quite reluctant to go...anyways do ya wan su ve neir? i guess so...(= LOL aiya just buy la got so much money...XDD bye T.T
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12:35 PM
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
from today onwards i shall post abt how i feel aft using comp for such a long time each day...cos nth much to do leh... oni days that i use la...which is mostly wkdays de la...XDXD today nvr use much...
treasure??? i really want to...but oni if i get another opp. another??? how can that tot enter ur mind...? NO!! its still u...oni u... complicated??? yea i am...i wish i could clear this complication...whether good or bad the outcome...its better than staying on a knife edge...haiz...
